love rain

No one knows how i feel deep inside,
No one was there when it happened in real life,
Our love is like a shattered glass now,
Our love could never grow again,
she moved on,
I couldn't,
she came back,
I came back,
she moved on,
I moved on..
I'm tired of crying for her,
Because I know she won't cry for me,
because her eyes can't see me anymore
I don't want to look back anymore,
For I Don't want to cry over her again,
I don't want to fight back for her,
Because I know she won't hear me,
And she chooses to not hear me,
I moved on..
It's all been done,
I'm someone new now,
So don't come looking for me now, (well,to tell you the truth,she never did. never tried)
Live a life full of smiles and happiness,
Go out without telling anyone about it and feel blessed,
I thanked the lord for changing me into someone new,
Something worthwhile and got rid of all my blues,
she can keep everything,
she always get a love
I can keep the memories,
I ask for nothing,
Everything is done.


And so i wonder if you do still think about me.
And so i wonder if you do still love me inside somewhere.
And so i wonder if there will ever be another chance for us to tie the knot and never let go.
And so i wonder.
And so i wonder.

I never got the chance to say thank you. I know I'll never be given the chance to apologize eventhough i've apologized millions of times (i assure you i can apologize a million more just for you. let me apologize. I don't want to carry this burden anymore). i don't think i'll ever have the chance to do so. wherever you are. i hope sooner or later maybe someday,everything will be okay again.
Daisaku desu